i need alcohol to sleep tonight.

angry with myself. why did i choose an elective which i knew tests an area which i m potentially weak in? oh yes i remember. under influence. i should have trusted myself. why? because i NSOS. i should start trusting my own instincts. and stop making stupid elective decisions.

i really want to get a 2nd upper. if i hadn't taken any electives the past 2.5 years, i m seriously way into 2nd upper already. i am not kidding or bullshitting. all my cores are fairly well but my electiives and minor? they KILL me! what the hell? shouldn't it be the other way round?the worst thing is: ur employers wouldn't care. they just see your fucking gpa.

oh yay. im now further away from 2nd upper cuz of that goddamn com204. B-. killer.
com206 isn't any better given the amt of hard work we put in. argh.

but i should thank clive choo for that one and only A.

i have made many many mistakes in choosing electives man. they are like failed gambles man. wish i could start all over again.

i hate NTU for the stupid S/U option system. fuck you.

hey pple.

nothing much's up recently... not that many pple reads this anyway. ahaha.
been suffering a bit of hall activities withdrawal symptoms...
playing very little ih games.
nothing much to do.
staying at home in dec.
doing nothing but worry about fyp.

boy, i havent had such a dec for 2 years.

and OH BOY. i really need a tailor right now...

you guys may have seen this on msn!



Surprised Kitty

click to see the video! damn cute sia.

back from a short getaway at siloso beach resort.

if you're looking for a clean place to stay, or luxurious hotel, don't go there!

but if you're looking for a lodging in the wilderness with lotsa tropical rainforest and a large waterfall, plus a lot of outdoor concept stuff, you may like that place!

in any case, i think it's quite an okay budgety tourist lodge. but expect small leaves and insects flying around outside your room door!

anyway, feel like buying some berets from f21, even considering buying for my aunty who likes wearing berets!

shall paste th pictures later.

you know what,

if you're an online shopper, read this:

there's no such thing as lost mail most of the time, i say, 99% of the time.

usually if you don't get ur parcel and the seller tells you most prob SingPost lost the mail and "oh! i will call SingPost tmr to check..."

that means

she's a fraud

because

1) SingPost can't track parcels for you de la for goodness sake.
2) the possibility of lost mail is like very very very low. unless she anyhow throw the parcel into the post box (which makes it her fault). or if she's some popular seller and sends out parcels in bulks, she will usually do it over the counter and the possibility of lost mail is close to 0%. unless she mixed up ur parcel during her wrapping process, that means it's her fault also.

ive encountered 2 cases of "lost parcels" myself. last time i gong gong believe the seller really go call SingPost and whatshit de. now looking back i googled and checked blacklists and realised that these 2 sellers have been blacklisted before.

so my conclusion?

although my sample size is small ( of course i don't wish to have any more never-going-to-come parcels la), i kinda believe in this fact that usually lost mails are not really LOST. unless you're super duperr suay. usually it's the seller. she's a fraud or she's just messed up.

SO, remember to check whether your seller is blacklisted before. don't buy from her if she is. or if not, try to opt for meetup! safest liao.

anyway, side track, watch 2012! LOVE the show. love the theme song too!