i need alcohol to sleep tonight.

angry with myself. why did i choose an elective which i knew tests an area which i m potentially weak in? oh yes i remember. under influence. i should have trusted myself. why? because i NSOS. i should start trusting my own instincts. and stop making stupid elective decisions.

i really want to get a 2nd upper. if i hadn't taken any electives the past 2.5 years, i m seriously way into 2nd upper already. i am not kidding or bullshitting. all my cores are fairly well but my electiives and minor? they KILL me! what the hell? shouldn't it be the other way round?the worst thing is: ur employers wouldn't care. they just see your fucking gpa.

oh yay. im now further away from 2nd upper cuz of that goddamn com204. B-. killer.
com206 isn't any better given the amt of hard work we put in. argh.

but i should thank clive choo for that one and only A.

i have made many many mistakes in choosing electives man. they are like failed gambles man. wish i could start all over again.

i hate NTU for the stupid S/U option system. fuck you.